d.o.u.b.t

Is it wrong for me to have doubts? I am only human.

I doubt myself.

I doubt that I can accomplish all that I want to achieve.

I doubt my talents.

I doubt that I have the potential that others say I do.

I doubt that my future holds the prospect of me reaching my dreams.

I doubt others.

I doubt that some people really care as much as they say they do.

I doubt their honesty with me.

I doubt their trust in me.

I doubt my willingness to believe in them.

I doubt that they really find me that special.

Doubt, is there ever a way to find reassurance?

me.me.me

im ridhwan.

19 years old by the end of this march.
currently studying at kolej duit utama.
m.u.s.i.c lover.esp. hardcore, metal stuffs.
i collect n steal lotss of music
i love to sleep.well, everyone does.
crapping is good. i do it everyday.
i just cant live without cigarette.i smoke alot.
i tried to stop lotssss of timesss
im a complicated person and i love being one :)
i just spoiled my lovely+fully modded k530i.shit
i love to customize everything esp my lappy.
lazy to study+love to waste time.
im fuckin addicted to pool.im not the 8ball pusssyy
i ruined my life once n i dont want to repeat the same thing again.
i hate gay.they always wanted to ruin other guy's lives.
im not a good person n always treat others badly.
but you don't know me yet,so you don't fuckin judge me.
thank u for reading n wasting ur time.

the best is yet to come.